(Feb. 16, 2021 12:21 AM)Eclipse Force Wrote:(Feb. 16, 2021 12:19 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.
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I'm currently having sessions with a psychiatrist, but I'm not sure if that's helping.