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(Feb. 15, 2021  11:18 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:17 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Well my worst mistake was dropping my cupcake tray before even putting it in the oven.

Dang...

(Feb. 15, 2021  10:31 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Went through an operation today, guess how I felt when the numbness went during the operation?

Holy carp! That must've been HELL! What sort of operation did you have?!! 

I think it was biopsy, some abnormality in my right femur that has been bugging me for years, they decided to do something now. Probably since I'm 16 and of age.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:28 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:18 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: Dang...


Holy carp! That must've been HELL! What sort of operation did you have?!! 

I think it was biopsy, some abnormality in my right femur that has been bugging me for years, they decided to do something now. Probably since I'm 16 and of age.

Whoa. I've got to go in for an operation too in March. The ingrown toenail on my right big toe is going to be completely cut out (the whole nail) and the skin is going to be folded back to cover the nailbed they're going to scrape off, but in order to fold the sin properly, about half an inch of my toe bone needs to be filed back.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:34 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:28 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I think it was biopsy, some abnormality in my right femur that has been bugging me for years, they decided to do something now. Probably since I'm 16 and of age.

Whoa. I've got to go in for an operation too in March. The ingrown toenail on my right big toe is going to be completely cut out (the whole nail) and the skin is going to be folded back to cover the nailbed they're going to scrape off, but in order to fold the sin properly, about half an inch of my toe bone needs to be filed back.

Oh wow, I've had my toe nails torn off twice, a door tore my nail off.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:35 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:34 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: Whoa. I've got to go in for an operation too in March. The ingrown toenail on my right big toe is going to be completely cut out (the whole nail) and the skin is going to be folded back to cover the nailbed they're going to scrape off, but in order to fold the sin properly, about half an inch of my toe bone needs to be filed back.

Oh wow, I've had my toe nails torn off twice, a door tore my nail off.

My reaction to that is your pfp.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:01 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  10:57 PM)Eclipse Force Wrote: Dang hope you feel better.

Yes thankfully I'm better, just where I've been operated on stings.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:15 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:11 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Looks tasty, I've never cooked before.

It was, not bad for my first try. The only thing I did wrong was that I put it in the oven slightly lopsided.

I've had operations before, so I hope u're well

I made my first cake, and my dad cooked some fries, so basically I had a fun valentine's day expect for the fact that it was raining so I couldn't meet my friends
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:09 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: Made my mom a cake on Valentine's day. First cake I've ever baked.


that actually looks delicious and i just ate too.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:35 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh wow, I've had my toe nails torn off twice, a door tore my nail off.

My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:09 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: Made my mom a cake on Valentine's day. First cake I've ever baked.


that actually looks delicious and i just ate too.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

Cake ought to look and taste delicious.
I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.

The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.

The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.

Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.
i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:43 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote: i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.

Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

Mhm my brother is 13 as well, he uses his fists I use my words, dealing with his anger is annoying. Anyways, I hope you feel better. I can empathise with you on that.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:43 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote: i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.

Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.

tbh, the maruchan kind (the kind that you buy in a box at a grocery store) is simple to make. you just

Boil water in a saucepan

add Noodles and cook them for a few minutes.

add flavoring


and boom you have ramen noodles
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:47 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

Mhm my brother is 13 as well, he uses his fists I use my words, dealing with his anger is annoying. Anyways, I hope you feel better. I can empathise with you on that.

Same here.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:49 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...


Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.

tbh, the maruchan kind (the kind that you buy in a box at a grocery store) is simple to make. you just

Boil water in a saucepan

add Noodles and cook them for a few minutes.

and flavoring


and boom you have ramen noodles

Thanks! Next time we go grocery shopping, I'll get some noodles and flavouring. (My brother won't let me use his stash of beef noodles)
This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.

Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga's Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

I wish it was that simple. Trust me it’s far worse than nitpicking.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:06 AM)6Jupiter5 Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga's Son Wrote: That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

I wish it was that simple. Trust me it’s far worse than nitpicking.

Don't say that ur life's bad, man. Be thankful

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:02 AM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote: Life is hard, but fun as well.


That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote: Life is hard, but fun as well.


That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

Indian parents are often angry. They take out their shoes and angry on their children lol
My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:19 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.

Get threapy