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(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:35 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh wow, I've had my toe nails torn off twice, a door tore my nail off.

My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:09 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: Made my mom a cake on Valentine's day. First cake I've ever baked.


that actually looks delicious and i just ate too.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

Cake ought to look and taste delicious.
I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My reaction to that is your pfp.

Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:36 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Aha my pfp is my reaction to life. I was scared the first time because I was young. The second time I didn't even cry.

You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.

The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I don't know how to cook, only thing I've cooked is cupcakes.

The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.

Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.
i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:43 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote: i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.

Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

Mhm my brother is 13 as well, he uses his fists I use my words, dealing with his anger is annoying. Anyways, I hope you feel better. I can empathise with you on that.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:43 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote: i make Maruchan Ramen. its really not that hard to make.

Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.

tbh, the maruchan kind (the kind that you buy in a box at a grocery store) is simple to make. you just

Boil water in a saucepan

add Noodles and cook them for a few minutes.

add flavoring


and boom you have ramen noodles
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:47 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...

Mhm my brother is 13 as well, he uses his fists I use my words, dealing with his anger is annoying. Anyways, I hope you feel better. I can empathise with you on that.

Same here.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:49 PM)DeltaZakuro Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:44 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: I'm currently 15 and I get beaten up and bullied by my 13-year-old brother, and I've been depressed and hopeless for quite a while now...


Cool, adding ramen to my "must learn how to cook" list.

tbh, the maruchan kind (the kind that you buy in a box at a grocery store) is simple to make. you just

Boil water in a saucepan

add Noodles and cook them for a few minutes.

and flavoring


and boom you have ramen noodles

Thanks! Next time we go grocery shopping, I'll get some noodles and flavouring. (My brother won't let me use his stash of beef noodles)
This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:39 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: You must be really tough. If that happened to me I would scream, cry in pain, scream, pass out, in that order...

I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: The only things I've cooked are spaghetti, eggs, and cake.

Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:40 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: I've been through many hardships in life, especially being my brothers punching bag lol.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:41 PM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Oh pretty much same, except I make spicy noodles.

Life is hard, but fun as well.

(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga's Son Wrote:
(Feb. 15, 2021  11:58 PM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: This is my life. Basically been an emotional punchbag for my grandmother and sorta for my mother (she uses me to get her anger out on). My older brother gives me the cold shoulder, and my dad is actually really nice. As far as physical trauma I’ve been bitten by a dog. My only real friends are inanimate objects. The real only pro is that I’m alive and get food. I know there’s some people who have it worse, but sometimes the fortunate are really the unfortunate ones.

That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

I wish it was that simple. Trust me it’s far worse than nitpicking.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:06 AM)6Jupiter5 Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga's Son Wrote: That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

I wish it was that simple. Trust me it’s far worse than nitpicking.

Don't say that ur life's bad, man. Be thankful

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:02 AM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote: Life is hard, but fun as well.


That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:00 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote: Life is hard, but fun as well.


That's with all Indian Parents lol. My mom notices every thing, even the most minor.

Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

Indian parents are often angry. They take out their shoes and angry on their children lol
My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:19 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.

Get threapy
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:21 AM)Eclipse Force Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:19 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.

Get threapy

I'm currently having sessions with a psychiatrist, but I'm not sure if that's helping.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:23 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:21 AM)Eclipse Force Wrote: Get threapy

I'm currently having sessions with a psychiatrist, but I'm not sure if that's helping.

Wait a bit, if that doesn't help try another one.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:15 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:06 AM)6Jupiter5 Wrote: I wish it was that simple. Trust me it’s far worse than nitpicking.

Don't say that ur life's bad, man. Be thankful

(Feb. 16, 2021  12:02 AM)Free... Hoya Wrote: Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.


Asian parents are strict but Pakistani ones like mine are mor compassionate.

Indian parents are often angry. They take out their shoes and angry on their children lol

Oh yeh ik that happens when I was kids gets better now nothing happens.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:21 AM)Eclipse Force Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:19 AM)BeybladeManiac0 Wrote: My life in a nutshell (sorta). My younger brother beats me up and is a carphole to me. He gave me claustrophobia fro a brief period and he tries to ruin my life in every possible way. My dad left when I was 2. We still visit him, but he still seems to treat us like little kids. Bullied ever since Grade 3 in almost every way. I've been pushed down stairs, gum put in my hair, beaten up, threatened, insulted, humiliated, and that's the beginning of the list. Resulted in almost zero friends, anxiety, depression, fear of school, introvertness, hatred of sport and the habit of talking to myself. I had two really good friends in primary school. I get to High School and one of them is a complete jerk to me. the other, however, sticks with me. I make 3 more friends in High School during Grade 7. The bullying carries over into High School as well, but my friends are there for me when I need them. First day of Grade 8, some kid threatens me, and my mom makes me (unwillingly) change schools. So now I'm at a new High School, with zero friends, and the bullying is even WORSE. I'm kinda fine now, I managed to make 2 new friends, and the bullying's died down a bit, but the scars will never heal, and the results of it all will never disappear.

Get threapy

A lot of times it’s not that simple. It’s not always that easy to tell you’re parents to get therapy.
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:24 AM)Free... Hoya Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:15 AM)Ryuga\s Son Wrote: Don't say that ur life's bad, man. Be thankful


Indian parents are often angry. They take out their shoes and angry on their children lol

Oh yeh ik that happens when I was kids gets better now nothing happens.

I'm 13 and I still have those kinds of stuff
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:24 AM)6Jupiter5 Wrote:
(Feb. 16, 2021  12:21 AM)Eclipse Force Wrote: Get threapy

A lot of times it’s not that simple. It’s not always that easy to tell you’re parents to get therapy.

Hey I never claimed it was easy but you still need to get it.