I'm suicidal and schizophrenic, I now have a family at a tender age of 26, facing COVID19 quarantine (not that my lifestyle changed much on that regard). Got lots of carp on my plate, lots of voices in my head telling me to "kill yourself" "nobody loves you" "God has forsaken your worthless soul", etc.
Only way I am coping (with mediocrity) is by reading up on news and information on upcoming Beys (and Gundam kits) along with posting in IG.
Stigma of being depressed is still very real in our country, all parents and older people either attribute it to being distant with God or not praying hard enough, etc.
So yeah, a suicidal Blader. That's whats odd about me.
Ore wa tsuyoi da
IG: @kinghadoukenbeypla
(I try to post daily for things like Beyblade and Gunpla)