Convocation was yesterday, and with that, I'm freed from my 5 year CompSci/English academic hell. It's kind of surreal, seeing your name written on on a very plain looking certificate that I paid like $150 to get a nice frame for. Back in Brampton, I have this piece of notebook paper pinned to my wall, with the words "BSc Goes Here" written on it. I look forward to taking that down.
I feel pretty light. My insomnia seems to be a thing of the past, and it feels a little like I don't know what to do with myself now. I'm firing off resumes to whomever will listen, even if it's just to get a retail gig that'd let me continue living in Toronto. Long term, I'm more or less open to whatever this degree allows me to do, be it strictly Computer or English related, or a combination of both. Although, after sleeping on it (the first sleep after exams was practically a coma) I realize that I want to build and repair computers. It's a long standing hobby of mine and people keep finding the most creative ways of breaking things, so it sounds like an adventure to me.
It's almost like you've jumped off of a moving train and even though you need to take a moment and compose yourself, you know you can't take too long, as the looming specter that is student debt is closing in behind you.
I also kind of want to start a band again. Ah well.