(Nov. 07, 2017 8:41 AM)Eleanor Wrote: The same exact thing happens with me....whenever I watch any anime...I hide my phone screen from not only My frnds but from my family too...My sister still laugh at me for watching animes...she says" U r about to graduate and still U watch cartoons"... and the main irritation is that everyone..almost everyone I know consider me a kid....Just Today...I was travelling in train....I was watching " Ao no Exorcist"... people behind me were laughing and saying bad things about me...saying this girl still watches cartoons....
So sometimes I become sad...that I think nobody cares what I actually do...they just make fun of me and laugh at my misery...
Just if U cant cooperate with this generation...like taking selfies all the time...talking bad bad words...and doing adult stuff...U will be considered wierd...and people will laugh at ur misery and ignore U....thats what happens with me...
Anime and cartoons can be our ambition, if we want.
And nobody can take our hobbies and interests.
You definitely Do the right thing, everyone of us by being different. If you ask me, I dont wouldnt want to live on a planet where every human just thinks of succes, money and the fun of making you suffer.
Refering to you, Eleanor, that is a Very sad, but important story and Message. Thank you for being honest.
When I was younger I believed in the chance, the possibility of being the Best at school. I was never good at making friends, so I guessed that perfect marks could have helped me with forgetting about my lonelyness. But few years later I left school and met people Who inspired me to watch animes. I drew a lot, I watched animes and read mangas, but a lot of people still seemed to hate me, even because of that and even if they like this stuff, too. I always kept my interests, even today, even if my New school is full of people Who only think of school and popularity. I am still an Outsider, but I am not afraid of showing it by Taking my Lost Longinus with me EVERY DAY.
This is my way to Show them that I am different and that's better to believe in something weird than to go down in cold and rough reality.
I will devour your souls... I'm your worst nightmare... I'm NIGHTMARE LONGINUS! GO SHOOOOT!