A glance into the crazyness that is me:
VxR RoAn (1:44:51 AM): Ugh I don't think I'm going to work tomorrow I feel like carp
ArtieMLucky (1:45:08 AM): are you physically ill?
VxR RoAn (1:45:15 AM): Sort of
ArtieMLucky (1:45:45 AM): hmmm
ArtieMLucky (1:45:58 AM): might be nice to take a day off, get your head straightened out
VxR RoAn (1:46:01 AM): But I think its my carp mood just dragging the rest of me down lol
ArtieMLucky (1:46:27 AM): i wonder why youre bmb
VxR RoAn (1:46:58 AM): I dunno man this happens all time time
VxR RoAn (1:47:02 AM): *all the time
ArtieMLucky (1:47:09 AM): hormones
VxR RoAn (1:47:09 AM): I honestly think I have depression D:
ArtieMLucky (1:47:14 AM): wow wtf
ArtieMLucky (1:47:15 AM): really?
VxR RoAn (1:47:18 AM): Yeah :\
ArtieMLucky (1:47:25 AM): what makes you say that?
ArtieMLucky (1:47:33 AM): i mean besides lol im sad
VxR RoAn (1:47:43 AM): Well I get depressed for no reason at all more frequently than is normal
VxR RoAn (1:47:56 AM): And its not just like "Hmm I'm sad I'm just gonna chill out and hope I feel better later"
VxR RoAn (1:47:58 AM): Its like
VxR RoAn (1:48:04 AM): "Wow I feel like carp why am I still living"
VxR RoAn (1:48:28 AM): Basically
VxR RoAn (1:48:30 AM): All of these:
VxR RoAn (1:48:31 AM):
http://depression.about.com/od/diagnosis...mptoms.htm
VxR RoAn (1:49:23 AM): Particularly numbers 1, 2, 4, 6, ESPECIALLY 7, annnd 9
ArtieMLucky (2:19:02 AM): its just dishearening to hear you say stuff like 'blabla im worthless' when youre not dude
ArtieMLucky (2:19:05 AM): you really arent
VxR RoAn (2:19:35 AM): Ugggh
VxR RoAn (2:20:49 AM): Then why do I always FEEL that way? Why do I have this stupid stupid STUPID instinct and constant need to be recognized and praised and why do I always do everything to please someone else and why am I never happy with myself and what I do and why is anything never good enough and why am I such a stupid carp perfectionist and why do I always feel like I'm drowning in all this stupid carp that I shouldn't even be feeling in the first place
I feel so carp right now. :\