Hey this is penguin. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my time, as I am extremely immature. I think about teletubbies instead of C.O.D. But I always embraced that. I made a Youtube channel for fun instead of money, and I made videos embracing that immaturity. After I got made fun of, I responded with a video saying i loved being childish, and proceeded to play with Thomas figures. I didn’t expect the hate I’d get, especially from my own friends. When I heard about this website, I thought it was people as immature as me. You took it way to seriously! That’s a good thing. I soon realized that I didn’t belong in this World. In the world we live in, you can’t be friends with someone your gender without being called gay. Can’t hug your Sister. I’m too immature for the world for in which I don’t belong. Penguin out
(Jan. 04, 2020 3:08 PM)DaGoldenPenguin Wrote: [ -> ]Hey this is penguin. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my time, as I am extremely immature. I think about teletubbies instead of C.O.D. But I always embraced that. I made a Youtube channel for fun instead of money, and I made videos embracing that immaturity. After I got made fun of, I responded with a video saying i loved being childish, and proceeded to play with Thomas figures. I didn’t expect the hate I’d get, especially from my own friends. When I heard about this website, I thought it was people as immature as me. You took it way to seriously! That’s a good thing. I soon realized that I didn’t belong in this World. In the world we live in, you can’t be friends with someone your gender without being called gay. Can’t hug your Sister. I’m too immature for the world for in which I don’t belong. Penguin out
Is this...what I think it is?
(Jan. 04, 2020 3:08 PM)DaGoldenPenguin Wrote: [ -> ]Hey this is penguin. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my time, as I am extremely immature. I think about teletubbies instead of C.O.D. But I always embraced that. I made a Youtube channel for fun instead of money, and I made videos embracing that immaturity. After I got made fun of, I responded with a video saying i loved being childish, and proceeded to play with Thomas figures. I didn’t expect the hate I’d get, especially from my own friends. When I heard about this website, I thought it was people as immature as me. You took it way to seriously! That’s a good thing. I soon realized that I didn’t belong in this World. In the world we live in, you can’t be friends with someone your gender without being called gay. Can’t hug your Sister. I’m too immature for the world for in which I don’t belong. Penguin out
Out of WBO?
(Jan. 04, 2020 3:23 PM)Ali Baba Wrote: [ -> ] (Jan. 04, 2020 3:08 PM)DaGoldenPenguin Wrote: [ -> ]Hey this is penguin. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my time, as I am extremely immature. I think about teletubbies instead of C.O.D. But I always embraced that. I made a Youtube channel for fun instead of money, and I made videos embracing that immaturity. After I got made fun of, I responded with a video saying i loved being childish, and proceeded to play with Thomas figures. I didn’t expect the hate I’d get, especially from my own friends. When I heard about this website, I thought it was people as immature as me. You took it way to seriously! That’s a good thing. I soon realized that I didn’t belong in this World. In the world we live in, you can’t be friends with someone your gender without being called gay. Can’t hug your Sister. I’m too immature for the world for in which I don’t belong. Penguin out
Out of WBO?
I am hoping that is what he is talking about.
IM so confused what are you talking about DaGoldenPenguin
(Jan. 04, 2020 3:08 PM)DaGoldenPenguin Wrote: [ -> ]Hey this is penguin. I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my time, as I am extremely immature. I think about teletubbies instead of C.O.D. But I always embraced that. I made a Youtube channel for fun instead of money, and I made videos embracing that immaturity. After I got made fun of, I responded with a video saying i loved being childish, and proceeded to play with Thomas figures. I didn’t expect the hate I’d get, especially from my own friends. When I heard about this website, I thought it was people as immature as me. You took it way to seriously! That’s a good thing. I soon realized that I didn’t belong in this World. In the world we live in, you can’t be friends with someone your gender without being called gay. Can’t hug your Sister. I’m too immature for the world for in which I don’t belong. Penguin out
DaGoldenPenguin, if you still there, listen, don't give up your life, because even you feel displaced in this world, one day you'll found your place, with "imature" people or with people that doesn't mind if you're imature or not so, give a new chance to this world.
Don't take your life, give it another chance. If people call you immature and you call them your friends don't hang out with them. Just be you. You could be in the WBO and be free to express what you like
I ain’t gonna, I just don’t fit in
(Jan. 05, 2020 12:30 AM)DaGoldenPenguin Wrote: [ -> ]I ain’t gonna, I just don’t fit in
I really hope this thread is not what it sounds like.
It isnt, sorry if you misunderstood
Hey, . I'm sorry you're having a hard time. Getting older is always difficult, and not everyone is going to see things your way. You're going through some difficult stuff in your personal life, it sounds like.
But this? I'm gonna go ahead and say it, what everyone's been dancing around here, this looks like a suicide note! That's very alarming!
I don't know if you're serious or not, but I have to take this sort of thing seriously... I've had people near me take their own lives in the past.
So. If things are looking kind of dire, and you're having ideas about self-harm, I'd like you to call 800-273-TALK (8255) and just talk to them. They might be able to direct you to local resources that can help. You can also probably Google a bunch of local resources that can help.
If you're Not having ideas about self-harm, then I want to make it very clear that this thread looks an awful lot like a suicide note, and doing this will not get you the kind of attention you want or need.
And if I find out this was just a joke? I had better not find that out.
The WBO is the wrong place to post this sort of thing. We're not capable counselors in this field. And it looks like you've brought a lot of your outside stress into WBO. But I'm sorry, we can't and shouldn't handle it here. There are numerous national and local resources available to you to deal with these types of issues, and I encourage you to use them.
I'm going to close this thread. If you're having actual self-harm thoughts, you can PM me if you need to and I can try to direct you towards resources you can use.